GET HERE ALREADY!

Today I am 37 weeks pregnant. I have started dilating and feel the upcoming changes that occur before labor. But this waiting game is SO annoying! Just start labor already! last night, about every second i was saying in my heart "Ok, God, right now woudl be a great time for my water to break...Ok, nows a good time too..." To no avail. He obviously thinks its not the right time YET! I am praying for a safe and FAST delivery, and i am also praying it happens SOON! I feel like the normal me has not seen my husband in so long! I want to ge tback to ME -so we can get back to US! The kids are really exciting about "baby brother" coming! Clayton is worried that we will have him while he is at school and not be able to see him....i am sure they will dismiss him early for something like this! My feet are SUPER swollen! It just started last week...fortunately I am almost done with this pregnancy and I can look forward to it not happening again! :P I am starting to look forward to having a baby...the idea is growing on me!