Oh my Word! I am so frustrated, irritated.....have no patience for anything this morning! UGH! A few days ago we were at the store and i let Cadice have M&M's. Of course one fell on the floor. I hate leaving things likethat on the floor so i picked it up and was looking for a trash can. then i gave it to Candice to throw it away, and she said "i just blow it off, its fine" and before i coudl day anything she ate it. YUCK! Within 24 hours she threw up one time. I figured it was a one time thing since she seemed fine. another 24 hours go by and she starts throwing up again. This time she threw up like 4 times total. Obviously i think she has caught somekind of bug. so the next day she is fine again. (this all started Saturday) Now last night all the sudden she says "Mom, i am gonna throw up". and she runs to the BR-not making it and spews all over the hall-on top of the camel hair carpet that Jacob brought home from over seas! YUCK!!!! I hate puke, it makes me wanna...
So that was the evening while Jacob took Clayton to soccer. Then its bedtime. I am glad-all kids are down, i am having contractions like crazy adn bad ones...so i am thinking good if these keep up , we shoudl be at the hospital by midnight. well, as i take my shower, Jacob comes in and says Candice is throwing up again in her bed! UGH! another change of clothes and a bunch of tears later-we are back to bed. I go to bed at 9:30Pm only to be awakened at 12:25 by Clayton who says he needs help. So i get up; here he peed the bed. (he has a bedwetting issue, that i hope to have corrected as soon as we can get insurance on him) So i go these Goodnights since i am SO tired of changing sheets everyother day!--yeah, the stupid goodnights did nothing to prevent the bed from being soaked! So i made him a bed on the floor, JUST IN CASE i didn't want him sleeping on the top bunk--changing that sheet this far in pregnancy is tough! well don't you know this morning at 6:30 i go in to get him up for school and he peed again! so now i have double blankets and sheets to wash! UGH!!
then cameron gets up this mornign at 5AM. lately she has been getting up when she hears someone. she is a very light sleeper in comparison to the rest of the family. and she sleep walks too! Usually i can put her back to bed-NOT this morning. she was up and rarin' to go!
I am really praying for a miracle here, but i am praying that she will take a mid morning nap and then both girls will take their usual afternoon nap. I am SO tired, i can't sleep as it is--so this DID NOT help one bit! i am trying to have patience with the girls today, and trying ot remember this is just a phase and it will pass--eventually! the pregnancy has to end at SOME point! and the day can get better--i have to think of the positive things....it may take me a while today, but i am trying!